Yeah the the wider world won’t fall apart or even notice if I’m missing and yes there are constantly lots of reasons or conditions to look out for and take into consideration when making decisions.
But my world will. I am the lynchpin, the stable backbone, that holds it together and makes it function, I’m not good at it, i suck at it, but that’s the best i can do. I can’t spontaneously take a day off, because then I’d have to do more the next day. If i don’t keep up with even the most basic daily task, then no one else will complete those for me.
Though don’t get me wrong, it’s not that grim. Despite all the limitations and constrictions, i have managed to eke out some quality hobby time and with some preplanning i can sometimes take a day off, with reasonable limitations.
And i do appreciate the bluntness, thank you for that.
Yeah the the wider world won’t fall apart or even notice if I’m missing and yes there are constantly lots of reasons or conditions to look out for and take into consideration when making decisions.
But my world will. I am the lynchpin, the stable backbone, that holds it together and makes it function, I’m not good at it, i suck at it, but that’s the best i can do. I can’t spontaneously take a day off, because then I’d have to do more the next day. If i don’t keep up with even the most basic daily task, then no one else will complete those for me.
Though don’t get me wrong, it’s not that grim. Despite all the limitations and constrictions, i have managed to eke out some quality hobby time and with some preplanning i can sometimes take a day off, with reasonable limitations.
And i do appreciate the bluntness, thank you for that.