fuck I’m not in the right headspace when I’m asking this, unresolved trauma. Now I’m repeating in my head “love them more than my mental illnesses”.
I wanted to warn an organization i cared about my past and that manipulation comes naturally to me to the point where I don’t notice after the fact. I legit want see them succeeded and stand in blind solidarity.
I have reached out someone in the organization about my issues. I’m hoping they respond.
I was gonna say something like this.
Narcissists have a very hard time accepting they’re narcissists.
If you think “hmm, I might be a narcissist” you’re almost certainly not.
But you might be a hypochondriac or have Munchausens