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5 days agoIt’s suggestive sure, but so is a lot of cinematography in mainstream american movies. I can tell when a good cinematographer fims tastefully because the shot is comfortable to watch. When there’s exterme angles and other tripups of the camera’s eye you can tell it’s off somewhat. It’ not cp but a more tasteful artist would be more widely enjoyed.
Im sorry. At my worst I drink a whole handle of vodka in a day. Sometimes I find my receipt and i bought another handle at teh end of the night ready for anotehr handle the next day. :( Its true I always have alcohol in me when i get in trouble. Im so mild mannered but I need the alcohol to feel alive. Its terrible because being alive sometimes ended in teh drunk tank. Karma got to me where even if I stayed home someone makes a call to my front door and drags me out without a word. I feel hopeless because I dont knwo why i cant be left alone and i drink more to prove them wrong. its horrible. im clean now and thinking about it. its going to make me sick. i get bruises where my organs are. my health is the only thing stopping me.