Well I got to a conclusion that I am trans, bought HRT another skirt, started voice training, told my friends I prefer gender neutral version of my name, failed to get a good top and now I am doubting myself again, because old things that gave me euphoria no longer do that. Only dysphoria from masculine behavior remained and now that I am reading this I feel dumb.
Understandable :3
Well I got to a conclusion that I am trans, bought HRT another skirt, started voice training, told my friends I prefer gender neutral version of my name, failed to get a good top and now I am doubting myself again, because old things that gave me euphoria no longer do that. Only dysphoria from masculine behavior remained and now that I am reading this I feel dumb.